Sometimes I feel like this pregnancy is dragging along as slow as molasses. What I wouldn’t give to feel a kick or gain a couple pounds (without eating a sheet cake), to know the gender so I could get all cute and planny, give it a name, spend money on little pink or blue things… I guess just a sense of direction? I have a real problem with living in the moment. I don’t do it. I plan things. Future vacations, future houses, future cars, future fun things to do with the family, some other day. Future stages in this pregnancy. Perhaps I should be enjoying my second trimester more, be happy that I have enough energy to do my walking and keep up with my two year old; enough of an appetite to eat a healthy diet; and a small enough waist line to not feel like a complete cow yet. And I do. Sometimes. When I’m not annoyed and impatient with how slow the pregnancy is going and worried and paranoid that I’m not developing enough. I want those kicks bad.
And sadly that is the most interesting thing going on my life right now. Maybe I need to get out more?
5 responses to “Impatience Gets The Better Of Me”
Testing it out … thanks Jens!
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Jean M – I used http://en.gravatar.com/ to get my pic up next to my profile.
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It’s hard to wait but try to enjoy this time now with just MM because before you know it, there will be 2 monkeys running around.
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Totally off subject..but I have a wild hair to add my pic on my little profile when I comment. Im just not sure where to go to add it?
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I’m sure they’ll come before you know it. Then she(he) will be kicking the daylights out of you and keeping you up at night. (I know the last thing you want to hear).
You do feel better getting it out of your system I hope. 🙂 Funny that were both in a “mood”. I’m sure tomorrow will be better..
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